KEAIBAN & KELEMAHAN??? MACAM MANA NAK TAHU???

Cara mengenali keaiban dan kelemahan diri;

1) Berguru.

Cari guru yang boleh mengajar dan memperbaikki kesalahan serta sentiada membimbing dan menegur kita.

2) Bergaul.

Dalam pergaulan, kita belajar kebaikan akhlak dan keburukannya. Mana yang baik kita ambil dan yang buruk, kita jauhi.

3) Berkawan.

Cari kawan yang benar benar ikhlas ke...rana Allah. Kawan yang ikhlas akan menegur kesalahan kita secara jujur. Manakala, kawan kerana manfaat dan kebendaan tidak akan menegur kesilapan. Malah, sekongkol dengan kesalahan, asalkan manfaat kita diperolehi.

4) Musuh.

Terima segala kutukan dan cercaan musuh dengan hati yang terbuka. Kita tak akan dapat maklumat sejujurnya tentang kelemahan diri melainkan daripada muhuh kita.

~Renungkanlah pesanan daripada Imam al-Ghazali ini.. (THANKS to IMAM MUDA MUJAHID) SYUKRAN!!!

1) Berguru.

Cari guru yang boleh mengajar dan memperbaikki kesalahan serta sentiada membimbing dan menegur kita : kalau kita dah rasa diri kita dah banyak kelemahan dan ingin memperbaiki diri, belajarlah dari orag yang berpengalaman kerana tak salah kalau kita belajar sesuatu yang akan memberi kita menafaat.. GURU yang paling berkesan untuk memperbaiki kelemahan diri sendiri adalah berdasarkan PENGALAMAN yang telah korang tempuhi....GURU yang amat kita perlukan ialah seorang yang ikhlas dalam membimbing dan menasihati korang... kita takkan sedar bila kita buat kesilapan tapi sebelum korang melarat lebih jauh dengan kesilapan korang lebih baiklah belajar ok... :)

2) Bergaul.

Dalam pergaulan, kita belajar kebaikan akhlak dan keburukannya. Mana yang baik kita ambil dan yang buruk, kita jauhi. ketika kita bergaul sesama kita, hendaklah kita sentiasa ingat batas-batasnya.. jgnlah yang perempuan bertepuk tampar tanpa ada rasa malu..

3) Berkawan.

Cari kawan yang benar benar ikhlas kerana Allah. Kawan yang ikhlas akan menegur kesalahan kita secara jujur. Manakala, kawan kerana manfaat dan kebendaan tidak akan menegur kesilapan. Malah, sekongkol dengan kesalahan, asalkan manfaat kita diperolehi. kita memang akan ramai kawan tapi dalam pada ramai tu, ada tak kebaikan mereka yang boleh kita ikut. kawan ni kadang-kadang akan ramai masa kita senang aje tapi bila kita nak berkongsi sesuatu mereka akan keberatan untuk bersama kita.. memanglah patut korang jauhi spieces kawan yang macam ni.. tak salah kalau kita nak ramai kawan tapi yang penting korang haruslah berhati-hati dan kalau boleh selidiklah dulu dengan siapa yang kita nak berkawan..

4) Musuh.

Terima segala kutukan dan cercaan musuh dengan hati yang terbuka. Kita tak akan dapat maklumat sejujurnya tentang kelemahan diri melainkan daripada musuh kita.. korang pernah dengar tak pepatah orang melayu ada cakap berkawan biar seribu tapi musuh jangan sekali.. so korang pandai2 lah kan nak pilih kawan atau lawan yang akan menjadi sahabat korang..

p/s: sekirannya kita mengetahui keaiban/kelemahan seseorang tak perlulah kita memberitahu sesiapa... kita mungkin tidak menyedari keaiban dan kelemahan kita kerana Allah menutup aib kita... mungkin keaiban kita lebih dahsyat dari orang yang kita katakan itu... nauzubillah, jauhkanlah kita dari orang yang suka menjadi orang yang suka memburukan orang lain...

Credit to: Chenour84 dan diedit semula oleh yc.

Welcome to my New World!

It has been a month I'm here in UKM. At last, after waited almost 3 years (2009-2011) Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly.. So tired with TPM's documents. haha.

Macam2 rintangan dan halangan before aku sambung study balik master kt UKM ni. dari mula hari pendaftaran, pegi kuliah and etc. Aku mula mendaftar kt sini pada 6 September 2011. Seminggu selepas raya, memang masih terasa mood raya. Pagi2 nak pegi epot tu ada kelam kabut sikit koz nak kena kena rushing pegi epot. Aku kena pegi epot before 7 am koz kena check in awal, since aku tak buat check in online. Aku bawak banyak gak barang2, satu luggage besar (which is my brother's luggage), satu bag kecik, then bag galas kt belakang dan jugak bag laptop..fuhh! If I'm not mistaken, my luggage is excess around almost 5 Kg..nasib lah naik MAS, kalo naik double A mesti nak kena bayar RM15 for each 1 kg excess baggage. Bengong kan double A. haha...

Then masa nak boarding tu, aku peluk erat2 mak dgn bapak aku..Rasa sedih sangat...entah rasa mcm sayu jer aku time tu. Sehari tu dekat kpg ada buat majlis makan doa selamat untuk aku yg nak pegi sambung study balik ni. Terasa besar sungguh harapan org kampung, harapan family aku dan semua yg kenal dgn aku. Sampai satu tahap diorang ckp kalo boleh aku jadi wakil rakyat kt hometown aku. Sungguh terharu dgn kepercayaan mereka kt aku..How I wish kan..sigh..Masa msk flite tu pulak aku cari lah tempat duduk aku (koz aku punya seat tu tepi tingkap, then aku beli pulak tu. ahaks!), then aku tengok sorang mamat ni (chinese I think) slumber jer duduk kt seat aku. Then aku bg tau kt dia, "I'm sorry sir, that is my seat." Aku bukan nak berkira ke apa, since aku dah beli seat tu, what for aku biarkan dia slumber jer duduk situ. Lagi pun kt tiket kita memang dah tetapkan kita duduk kt mana kan? ok fine..so aku pun duduk kt seat aku tu..

Malam sebelum bertolak ke UKM ni aku dok fikir mcm mana nak bergerak ke UKM from KLIA ni. Dahlah aku tak kenal saudara mara yg lain yg boleh tolong temankan aku untuk hari pendaftaran jer. Bukan apa, sebelum ni aku dah janji dgn junior aku masa degree dulu nak mintak tlong dia masa hari pendaftaran nanti, mula dia ckp ok jer takde masalah nak tolong ambikkan aku kt KLIA then terus bawak pegi ke UKM. Malangnya dia send msg kt aku cakap tak dapat nak tolong aku, koz adik dia pun register degree kt UiTM Shah Alam pada hari yg sama aku register kt UKM. So, terima kasih kt dia koz bagi tau kt aku awal2. Kalo dia tak bagi tau awal2 melopong lah aku sorang2 kt KLIA tu tunggu dia tu. Takpe lah kan..so since dia tak dpt nak tolong aku, aku pun come out with new idea nak sewa keta sewa! drive sendiri dari KLIA and heading to UKM. Aku dah biasa jugak nak pegi UKM ni since dulu abang aku dok kt Taman Tenaga Kajang then masa aku buat thesis degree aku dulu aku pun biasa jugak kt area UKM ni. then aku dok search kt mudah untuk cari kereta sewa. Mahal gak nak sewa keta (masa tu aku fikir pasal duit jugak koz fikir pasal elaun TPM ni entah bila masuk nyer nanti tu.). Kalau abang aku masih dok kt Kajang senang jer nak mintak tolong dia. Memang takde masalah lah nak pegi register tu.

Tiba2 pulak aku teringat dgn my uncle, (dia ni pong2 sikit..tau2 jerlah kan..hehe..Tengku Kuzie nama dia, biasa panggil Rozie jer, dia ni pangkat pakcik dgn aku since dia dgn bapak aku adalah dua pupu. don't judge him on his physical appearance ok..dia ni tersangat2 lah baik. Sangat baik kt aku..kalo aku ada outstation kt KL, then kebetulan pulak aku ada kt KLIA, mesti dia akan jumpa aku and bagi few benda, Macam hari tu bulan puasa dia bagi coklet, before tu dia tolongkan aku cari banana cake and bagi kt aku..),then aku BBM kt dia tanya dia ada kt semenanjung ke tak, koz dia ni kerja kt LCCT Airport, kot aku leh mintak tolong dia hantarkan ke or tak pun maybe aku boleh pinjam kereta dia dulu ke untuk pegi register kt UKM tu. Malangnya, dia pun tak leh nak tolong aku koz dia masih bercuti raya kt sarawak. Then dia bg no phone sorang kenalan dia driver limo kt KLIA ni kt aku so that tlg hantarkan aku ke UKM.Dah worse come to worse tu kan aku kol jer lah kenalan driver LIMO tu, dia pun ok takde masalah nak ambik aku kt KLIA. Then sampai pulak KLIA aku kol lah dia..tiba2 pulak dia cakap dia tak leh nak ambik aku koz nak kena hantar anak dia pegi KLINIK, tetapi dia akan soh kwn dia tolong ambikkan aku..Alahai lah apa punya nasib lah..time tu aku memang stress giler..rasa mcm takde siapa2 yang dpt tolong aku.

Alhamdulillah, Allah mempermudahkan urusan aku. keluar jer daripada epot tu aku tengok ada kain rentang drpd UKM. So aku terus tanya kt student2 UKM ni, boleh tak aku tumpang sekali koz actually diorang ni sambut budak2 degree from Sabah and Sarawak. Terima kasih banyak2 jugak kt diorang ni, dia ckp boleh jer naik, takde masalah. So aku kena kol balik driver teksi ni and explain everything to him lah cakap aku naik bas UKM. So dia pun takde masalah lagi pun dia tak sampai kt KLIA jugak.

FUhhhhh! baru boleh menarik nafas lega. Before naik bas UKM ni aku dok fikir nak stay kt mana malam ni. Before ni aku memang plan nak duduk kolej jer, bila tengok peta UKM tu baru aku realise Kolej Ungku Omar paling dekat dengan fakulti aku. Tapi masalah nya kwn aku cakap kolej tu takde kosong untuk post graduate, then memang aku ni kena dok kt Kolej Pendeta Za'ba jugak. And aku kol lah diorang pejabat kolej Pendeta Za'ba ni tanya masih ada bilik kosong tak. Diorang cakap pergi jer kt Za'ba, banyak lagi bilik kosong..So another relief for me..Baru boleh senyum lebar kan..Jadi, naiklah aku bas UKM ni,ada lah kenal sorang budak sabah yg bakal sama kolej pendeta za'ba ni. Sampai jer Za'ba, aku punggah barang2 aku ni, dengan luggage besar and plus another satu lagi bag, bag laptop and etc..rasa mcm nak pergi berperang jer aku tengok diri aku sendiri...haha..dahlah nak kena turun naik tangga nak pg ke pejabat kolej tu. Sampai2 nak register kt pejabat Kolej tu dia orang soh aku pergi register dulu kt Pusat Pengurusan Siswazah (PPS), mendaftar sebagai pelajar dahulu baru boleh register kt kolej..Sudahh! satu masalah lagi., syukur budak2 fasilitator untuk budak degree ni sanggup tolong aku. So, aku tinggalkan luggage, bag laptop and etc kt pejabat kolej..Aku bawak jer dokumen2 penting untuk pendaftaran. Walaupun dalam hati rasa risau tak bawak bag laptop aku tu sekali. Thank you sangat2 kepada dua budak degree ni yg sanggup tolong hantar aku ke PPS, (aku memang takde idea langsung kt mana PPS tu semua). Dia org berdua ni tolong hantar aku pergi ke PPS untuk pendaftaran. Sampai jer kt PPS tu, aku tengok sorang mamat ni. Then aku tegur dia, muka mcm sabahan..then bila aku cakap aku from Sarawak, rupa nyer dia pun dr sarawak. haha..nama dia Richard. (yg pasti nama tu nama samaran dia, haha..dia ni mix rasanya, koz masa aku register tu, aku dok sebelah dia nama dia ni ada Muhammad, entah apa motif dia rahsiakan nama betul dia, ) so dia ni lah yg jadi kawan aku masa pendaftaran tu. dia ni cikgu, buat PhD in Geografi.

Habis jer pendaftaran kt PPS aku dgn Richard nak pegi lah makan tgh hari. Tanya org kt situ kt mana cafe terdekat, diaorang ckp kt Kolej Keris Mas, mak ai..dua2 kita org ni tak tau kt mana kolej tu., walaupun si richard ni dulu study kt UKM masa degree. So kita org pun explore lah nak cari kolej ni, naik bukit turun bukit, akhir nya jumpa gak..Malangnya, kafe tu tak bukak lagi. yg ada hanya jual minuman jer. Ada makanan, tapi makanan tu untuk fasilitator minggu orientasi budak2 baru degree. Aku tanya org kt situ, blh tak kita org beli makanan tu, bukan mintak pun. Dia ckp budak2 fasilitator ni masih ada yg makan. Oklah fine, dia memang tak berani nak jual jugak makanan tu (masa tu aku memang lapar gila. Kebulur giler time tu..huhu) takde rezeki nak buat mcm mana kan. So aku dgn richard ni beli jer lah air 100 plus. Aku yang tolong bayarkan. Tu jer mampu belanja si Richard ni.

Then aku nak balik semula ke Kolej Pendeta Za'ba, mula tu aku kol dua org budak degree yg tolong hantarkan aku tadi tu, koz diorang ckp kt aku kalo dah hbs register tu boleh kol diorang. Then diorang ckp diorang kt luar, kt Bangi so aku ckp takpelah, aku naik bas jer..diorang bagi tau lah guna bas apa semua. Aku dgn richard ni tunggu lah bas dekat bas stop Kolej Keris Mas tu, tunggu punya tunggu sampai lah bas 6Z/6K. Aku naik bas tu balik semula ke Kolej Pendeta Za'ba manakala si Richard pulak balik KL koz dia stay kt hotel di KL. Dia ajak aku lepak sekali kt KL, aku cakap takpe lah nak settle pasal kolej dulu apa semua, lagipun aku penat giler time tu. Yg aku nampak hanya tilam jer, nak rebahkan badan nak tdo puas2..haha

Sampai jer kt pejabat kolej pendeta za'ba aku terus register nak dapatkan bilik. Masa register tu nama aku sorang jer takde roomate lagi. Aku dapat bilik tk blok H, and no bilik pulak H1205. Mula2 tu aku punya expectation kt kolej di UKM ni tinggi jugak. Mana tau mcm apartment ke kan. Yer lah..UKM lah katakan. Sampai2 kt bilik..mai ai! teruk giler..elok lagi kolej Seri Mulu yg aku duduk selama 3 tahun kt UiTM Sarawak tu. Bangunan dari luar jer nampak gah. Dalam dia tak menarik langsung..banyak sangat kekurangan..

tu jer lah citer pasal pendaftaran aku kt kolej ni ekk..nanti citer pasal aku pegi kuliah and kawan2 yg aku jumpa kt UKM ni..peace!!!!

Jangan bersedih lagi....

Saya just nak cakap kt my honey, don't be sad...ada jalan keluar daripada belenggu ini. Kalau rezeki takkan kemana..Don't give up easily.

(mungkin saya ini bukan pendengar yang baik. Bukan seorang yang memberi cadangan yang baik. dan juga bukan seorang kekasih yang sempurna. Kerana apa, saya hanya mampu memberikan kata-kata semangat, tapi nothing can be done since it is out of my control, huhu..)

Risau, risau risau risau.....

Assalamualaikum....

Kali ini kita nak bercerita pasal RISAU. Satu minggu ini asyik risau memanjang jer..Risau pasal dokumen TPM. Last week org JPbSM call cakap diaorang dah dapat surat kelulusan daripada dekan tu, and tanya saya dokumen-dokumen lain dah hantar ke? Menyirap rasa darah dari hujung kepala sampai hujung kaki, boleh pulak diaorang tanya kita dah hantar ke tak semua borang borang tu. Sy bagi tau kt diorang saya dah hantar dokumen tu semua pada 7 Julai 2011 yg lalu, bila saya track record kt poslaju.com.my dokumen tu dah sampai on 8 July, satu hari jer dah sampai..So dalam minggu ni I keep on calling org tu, mula diorang asyik cakap tak dapat dokumen tu. Bila call kt poslaju cakap dokumen tu dah diserahkan kepada org bernama Nazil. Syukur ada GOOGLE, terus I search kan orang beranam Nazil +UiTM, memang ada pun staff yg bernama Nazil di bawah unit MEL di Pejabat Pendaftar, terus call unit MEL dan diorang kata diorang dah siap pack dlm kotak semua surat menyurat and dokumen2 pasal TPM. I ni jenis yang actively seeking for information. Bila tau diorang dah hntar ke JPbSM, terus I try lagi kontek puan ni. At last diaorang jumpa dokumen I tu. Ok fine. Semalam, dalam pukul 6.00 ptg. tiba2 puan tu call, dia cakap "Hello, boleh bercapak dgn Encik Yahutazi? " "Ya saya bercakap, ada apa ekk puan?" "Awak dulu pernah dapat tajaan biasiswa daripada JPA ekk?" " Ya, kenapa ekk puan" "Awak tak kepilkan sekali surat perlepasan ikatan kontrak daripada JPA lah" Sudahhhhhh...kalau aku tau aku tak letak pun aku pernah dapat biasiswa JPA apa semua ni. Because bukan ada apa pun, dah aku dapat biasiswa ni under UiTM and MOHE which is dua-dua agensi ini under JPA. Ok lah tak pe lah, aku try dapatkan gak surat tu. Bila call diorang JPA, officer yang incharge tu tengah meeting, pekerja situ cakap kat aku "dalam pukul 11.00 pagi nanti Encik call balik ekk"..haiya, aku nak kena pergi epot ambik my lovely honey nanti pazni, Takpe, no pegawai tu aku dah save dah kt hp. So, bila sampai epot nanti or odw ke epot aku boleh lah call pegawai tu. Harap semua nya dipermudahkan.

Risau pasal apa lagi ekk? Pasal gaji aku bulan 7 ni. Kenapa aku tak dapat slip anjakan gaji ke P1T3 ekk? Sepatutnya Julai ni gaji aku beranjak drpd P1T2 ke P1T3, sudah yang ni buat aku risau gak. Adakah gara2 aku berhenti kerja September ni gaji aku sudah ditahan? OMG!!! jangan lah..pleaselah..aku dah pokai sangat bulan 6 ni. Adalah duit simpanan dalam Tabung Haji, tapi yang tu aku tak nak ganggu, because yang tu untuk keperluan sambung master ni. Takut apa2 hal lama sangat nak tunggu elaun TPM masuk so aku simpan lah dalam beberapa ringgit. Worse come to worse kalau dah terpaksa tu, aku terpaksa withdraw jugaklah duit simpanan tu.

Next risau adalah pasal nak pindah rumah. Rumah sekarang ni sewa RM600, saharul (my housemate) nanti bila I sambung study dia cakap nak out dari rumah tu lah. So hari tu tertengok status kt fb my friend (org sama kpg) cakap nak sewa rumah kt Taman Desa Permai (Kt samarahan ni gak lah), sewa dia RM500+fully furnished. Memang worthlah sewa rumah tu. Koz ada sofa, ada almari, ada katil, ada tilam apa semua. Reason diorang nak sewa becoz diorang suami isteri sambung study, buat degree so kwn I ni buat Bachelor Admin Science di UiTM, husband dia buat Degree kt UNITAR. Dua2 sambung study sendiri. Nak kurangkan beban kewangan tu diorang sewa lah rumah.Ok fine dah dapat rumah dah..Masalah sekarang ni nak pindah barang. Barang2 lain tu ok lagi yg kecik2 boleh sumbat dalam KERETA (Hah! kereta? nanti kita story pasal kereta ekk..hehehe)...yang besar gedabak tu nak sumbat kat mana (Aes Box, TV, Almari, dan macam2 lagi) nak mintak tolong my abang ipar, dia ckp lori dia road tax mati dah...adoi. mcm mana nak bawak balik kt kpg..so plan sekarang ni nak letak semua barang2 I tu kt rumah abang di Batu Kawa (buat semak rumah org jer, takpe untuk sementara waktu jer..kalau dah ada transportation nanti bawak kt rumah di kpg yer..ok, nanti sambung balik, nak pergi epot ambik my honey dulu. Jap, nak kena pergi carwash cuci my BieBer..haha...nak jemput awek keta kena bersih lah kan..hehe..ok salam sayang muahh!

Cerita pasal diri saya yang org tak tau..hehe

x

Story about yahustazi chik

(dah takde idea nak update blog..hehe..so korang lebih kenal siapa diri aku ni ok....)

Brief Introduction.

Name: Yahustazi @ Yahutazi Bin Chik

1. Age: 25 years old (this August it will turn to 26)
2. Gender: Male
3. Race: Malay
4. Height: 160 cm (dlm kumpulan org2 yg pendek. Hehe)
5. Weight: 67 kg (itu last sy timbang berat badan. Mesti naik lagi. Adoyai.haha..but, in march my weight was 64kg, so surprising. Haha)
6. Marital Status: Bachelor (Bujang lagi, getting married 2013. InsyaAllah, kalau boleh before 30)
7. Date of Birth: 09 August 1985 (if I were in Singapore, sy adalah anak merdeka, and on my birthday is public holiday in Singapore. How I wish. Haha)
8. IC Number: 850809-13-*123 (I like the last digit of my IC. 123. Such a good number. Hehe)
9. Siblings: 10 siblings, one passed away, only 9 left and I’m the youngest one.
10. Hometown: Simunjan, Sarawak.
11. Lives in Taman Desa Ilmu, Kota Samarahan.
12. Current Job: Junior Lecturer, in UiTM Sarawak, Samarahan Campus. (I have been in UiTM Mukah from 2009-2010. Just being transferred here in Samarahan awal tahun ni)
    
    
    

    (Inilah gambar saya..Gambar raya last year (2010), saya ni kategori org2 yg sederhana..ensem pun takde lah sgt, tp sedap mata memandang..hahahha)

    
    

Ok, itu maklumat ringkas berkenaan diri saya. Those yg tak suka baca essay tu, just baca part atas ni saja lah ekk. Yg bawah ni detail information on me in essay format. Haha…this is the way Write something on myself. I love to write something so much. Kalau sy dah dtg hantu nak update blog, so mcm ni lah rupa blog sy. Semua dlm wording. takde mind map or short form. hehe.

Real Name:

Yahustazi Bin Chik (Let me explain the meaning of my name first. I think, in this world I’m the only one who got this special name. yahUSTAZi…the one in capital latter is USTAZ. Perhaps, Yahustazi means “Wahai Ustazku”, ustaz in BM is Cikgu. So now, I’m working as pendidik walaupun bkn cikgu. Nama tu main peranan dalam membentuk peribadi seseorang.

Registered Name:

Yahutazi Bin Chik (as you can see, the s is gone in my name. This is the name registered in my IC. It was all because of this Chinese woman, dia lah yg tersalah register my name. Benda ni baru perasan masa nak register darjah 1, tp time tu my dad tak ambik apa2 tindakan pun nak betulkan nama. Bila nak buat IC masa darjah 6, org kt jabatan pendaftaran tu cakap kena angkah sumpah lah apa lah, apparently susah sgt prosedur nak tukar nama tu. Last2, sampai sekarang nama kt IC tak berubah. Because of one single word has gone, the meaning of my name totally had changed. It’s kinda weird and strange every time I have to introduce myself in the public. For the past 25 years, I’m already getting use with it. At first, it’s quite annoying for me if somebody call me as “yahu” or what. But then I take it in a positive manner, because it easier for people to recognize and remember my name that way.

Nick Name:

Dedeng, Jamal, Ustaz, Yus, Die, Zie and Yahoo/Yahu.

Dedeng is my nickname in my home. My dad, my mum, my siblings and my schoolmates call me that way. nama manja lah kononnya. I once asked my sis how my name turns that way, and she told me, “entah” tau2 jer call they call me as Dedeng. I think because I’m the youngest one from 10 siblings. Jangan rasa pelik kalo ada org panggil sy dedeng. Walaupun hakikatnya ramai org kata nama dedeng tu untuk perempuan, but in my hometown, ramai jer budak lelaki dipanggil dedeng.. So maybe time sy kecik2 tu panggilan Dedeng utk budak lagi tu semacam satu trend. Kadang2 bila sy cakap nama "cokcek" sy dedeng mesti org spt sceptical, but who cares? dah parent kita panggil nama macam tu. macam kak lehot jugak, nama betul dia leha, paztu dipanggil lehot. ooppss.tiba2 kak lehot interframe. haha..

Jamal is my name in UiTM Samarahan. It was all because of my former PM-Pembantu mahasiswa or Fasilitator, (now sama kapal jadi lecturer gak), panggil buat persembahan nyanyian utk mengisi masa lapang in between slot ceramah. Masa tu lagu Sandarkan pada kenangan merupakan lagu hitz, then sy kena nyanyi lagu tu dlm dewan kuliah. Bila masa pemilihan ketua blok 3, kolej seri mulu, housemate cadangkan nama sy, bila introduce my real name diorang ckp susah sangat nak sebut, terus panggil my name Jamal, tau2 menang pulak jawatan ketua blok 3, Kolej seri mulu tu. Kalau yg panggil jamal tu normally geng2 sama batch diploma di UiTM Samarahan. Housemate kt shah alam masa degree pun panggil my name as Jamal. Kononnya jamal abdillah lah kan..hehe

Yahu/ Yahoo: yang ni panggilan org yg having totally zero knowledge on me. Honestly, I hate those people who call me diz way. Like I said before, it’s totally annoying if somebody call your name with the name you are not supposed to be called. However, over the past 25 years, I’m already getting used with it. I think it positively. I’m well known with this name, because people can recognize me easily. Even my students call me as Sir Yahoo. I hope someday if I got the professorship they can call me Prof. Yahoo.

Ustaz: memang ini pun maksud nama sy, normally yg panggil ustaz ni my former lecturer especially from UiTM Shah Alam. I like they call me that way. Such a compliment for me.

Lain-lain nama: Dee is nama yg classmate masa diploma call me. Up until today, they still call me that way. Zie, maybe my name susah sgt nak disebut, so org ambik nama hujung tu saja. Yus, maybe because of yaHUStazi. I like so much if everyone can call me that way. :-)

I have intention to change my name, but my colleague didn’t recommend me to change my name. Entahlah, tengoklah macam mana nanti. Even dah tukar nama kt IC pun, org still panggil kita dgn nama lama kan, except if kita berada di tempat yg baru. Org memang tak kenal langsung dgnkita. I will take it into consideration next time. Done with my name, so sesiapa yg asyik wondering and pondering about my name tu, semua sudah terjawab di sini kan.

Date of Birth:

I was born on 9 August 1985, so sekarang ni dah almost 26 years old.

Place of Birth:

Dilahirkan di hospital Serian dengan posisi kepala di atas. Dilahirkan secara pembedahan, and after deliver my mum terus “berikat”. Kalau tak mesti ada adik lagi sekarang ni. Hehe. Semua adik beradik yg lain dilahirkan secara normal bukan melalui pembedahan. That’s why, sy sangat-sangat sayang, and respect my mum. Kerana sayalah, my mum terpaksa dibedah.

Siblings

I have 4 elder sisters, and 5 elder brothers and no little sister or brother. Hehe. I’m the youngest one from 10 siblings. But now, I have only 3 sisters left, kakak nombor 2 pass away masa sy masih kecik lagi because of drowning. So, sekarang ni tinggal 9 org adik beradik. Alhamdulillah, semua masih hidup. Rapat dgn semua kakak. And rapat only with few abang. Susunan adik beradik kita org macam ni, Yg sulung sekali adalah perempuan, seterusnya sampai yg nombor 4 pun perempuan. Then yg nombor 5 lelaki and sampai sy yg bongsu (sy lah tu) pun lelaki. Kita takde lelaki or perempuan yg in between dlm susunan adik beradik.

(tgh cari gambar kita org adik beradik masa msh kecik..dekat hard disc satu lagi tu..nanti attach sekali k)

Education:

Primary Education

1991-1997- SRK Sageng, Simunjan. (UPSR I got 3A, 1B IC. ok lah kan..hehe)

Secondary Education

1998-2000- SMK SIMUNJAN NO. 2 (PMR I got 6As, 1B and ID, omg! Ada D..hahaha)

2001-2002- SMK SIMUNJAN NO.1 (SPM-Aliran Sains, 1A, 5B, 2C, 2D, 1E, takde G. haha)

Tertiary Education

2003-2006- UiTM Samarahan, Sarawak (Diploma in Planting Industry Management with final CGPA 3.38)

2007-2008- UiTM Shah Alam, Selangor (Bachelor of Science (Hons.) Plantation Technology and Management, with final CGPA, 3.42)

2011-2012-UKM, Selangor (I will be in UKM this coming September doing my Master of Science in Entomology, I wish I can get 3.75 and above for my master.)

Current Job:

My job title now is Junior Lecturer or Pensyarah Muda. Why pensyarah muda? Because sy masih muda lah..haha..takde lah, it's all because sy takde master lagi. Once dah ada master baru lah dipanggil pensyarah. Dlm UiTM dia takde istilah tutor, tutor is those Degree Holder yg ajar budak degree, but in UiTM, Pensyarah Muda is those who posses Bachelor Degree and teaching diploma students. I have been working in UiTM for almost 3 years. 2 years in UiTM Mukah and 1 year in UiTM Samarahan. Alhamdulilah, tak pernah mengalami pengalaman tanam anggur. Habis jer cutti sem final year dpt result terus interview as part time lecturer. Teaching various kind of subjects before, such as Physics, Plant Pathology, Introduction to soil science, Entomology, Primary Crop Production, Agricultural Engineering as well as Agricultural Economics (yg ni sekejap jer mengajar, tak hbs pun satu sem koz my former lecturer dah balik UiTM completed his PhD.) If you wish to be academician one day, if takde semangat UiTM Dihatiku, jangan lah masuk UiTM. It is because, once you all join UiTM, semua benda you kena buat. Drpd mengajar berbagai jenis subject sampai ke pembangunan pelajar, atau penglibatan dengan aktiviti pelajar. Baik jadi cikgu jer, but I love my job now. So takde complain sangat pun pasal kerja. Kerja flexible working hour. Tu yg best nyer. Kalo kelas kol 10 pg, before kol 10 lah pg kampus. Kita org tak terikat dgn office hour 8am to 5 pm everyday. As long as ckp total of 38.5 hour per week. That’s all. Lagi satu, I love teaching profession. Lagi2 lah as a lecturer. I love to explain something to my student. Menjadi satu kepuasan bagi sy melihat student faham apa yg di ajar. Hehe.

Hobby and interest.

Opkoz singing! Slalu karoke and melalak kt bilik mandi. Mula2 tu ingat suara perasan bagus. Haha..ok lah kalo nyanyi, tak lah sumbang sana sini, at acceptable range lah. Ada niat nak masuk realiti tv, tp tak cukup package. Rupa takde. Haha..bukan mcm dafi, alif aziz, and etc. haha. Ape pun tak boleh kan..haaha.

Next hobby is photogography.i am not related with any professional photography club, I’m just freelance. I’m owing a Canon EOS DSLR 550D. my st DSLR I ever had in my life. I called him as Snappy. Haha..My subject of interest is Nature and Sports. Especially gambar serangga yg unik. I wish I can buy macro lens someday to get an awesome pictures.

Apa lagi hobi ekk? Owh ya, sy suka tengok kejadian alam, macam bintang, sun set, sun rise, beach, ombak, hujan and kilat. Org lain kalo tengok kilat takut kan, tapi saya akan berusaha tengok kilat. Pelik kan? Haha.Pernah time sekolah dulu hujan lebat and kilat sabung menyabung suddenly black out. Saya pulak boleh pulak bukak tingkap malam2 semata2 nak tengok kilat. My mum siap marah2 because bukak tingkap time hujan ribut. Hehe…

Shopping juga menjadi satu kegilaan bagi saya. Kalau pergi KL jer mesti tak lengkap kalau tak shopping. Saya boleh habiskan few thousands of ringgit dalam sehari. Shopping of gadget as well clothes and bag. Senang-senang jer swap kredit kad. But now dah insaf dah, tak nak guna kredit kad lagi kalau soping. Menangis dibuat nya bila masa nak bayar balik. Wargghh…nanti kalau dah settle outstanding balance, nak reduce kan kredit limit. Supaya tak berbelanja sakan lagi nanti.

Lain-lain info pasal saya:

Makanan Kegemaran:

Suka makan. haha..especially seafood. Udang, Ketam, Sotong, ikan bakar semua tu lah. kalau pergi ke sabah, saya suka sangat makan seafood kt pasar malam di pasar philipine tu. Kalau fast food sy suka makan MCD, Pizza Hut as well as KFC. eh, semua rupanya yer? haha..Saya pandai masak. (wah angkat bakul sendiri..haha), bakat semulajadi rasa nya, belajar sikit2 jer from my mum. The rest buat experiment sendiri. but lately, jarang dah masak2..malas..because penat balik kerja. prefer makan kat luar. Owh terlupa nak bagi tau, sy suka makan Laksa Sarawak. especially laksa Sarawak Madam Tang dekat the spring tu. yang special. banyak udang besar dalam tu.

(Inilah kaksa swk madam tang)

(steamboat di D11)

Minuman Kegemaran:

Air Kosong! lately lah..haha..Before this suka minum air sirap pisang (air warna hijau tu), Nescafe O ice, and Green Tea Lemon...tp sekarang ni sy minum air kosong jer..untuk kesihatan jugak kan..

“I've always been a perfectionist, but only recently I have realized how much my perfectionism is my own worst enemy..”

Moral of the story, jangan terlampau perfectionist. be moderate. kalau terlampau perfectionist, semua kerja takkan siap.

btw, thank you to those yg sudi membaca bebelan sy ni. ala biasalah kerja jadi pensyarah, even in written form pun masih gak nak bersyarah. Jaga diri semua, jaga makan jaga minum dan selamat beramal!

Regards, with love;

Yc.

Today's story...

Assalamualaikum and very good evening (I feel like I'm in a class, greeting my dear students, haha). I woke up early this morning, becoz I wanted to renew my motorcycle's road tax. I went to Post Malaysia already, but unluckily they told me that I need to make the insurance first at somewhere else. Before this, I did my motor's insurance at Post Malaysia together with the road tax. Don't know lah why they suddenly stop doing the insurance...such a waste kan? sukati nya pun sia...I am so disappointed becoz the reason why I went back to Samarahan TODAY is just solely to renew my road tax, because of not so many people doing their business at Simunjan's Post Office. So tomorrow, again the process of renewal my road tax. 17 of February the road tax will ends.

after leaving the post office, I went to Shell just to refill my fuel and before that, I keep on reminding my self to refill the fuel since the fuel tank is nearly empty.The journey from Simunjan to samarahan is about 2 hours. Failure to get enough fuel will certainly make you in trouble..haha..becoz there is no Petronas, Shell, Esso and Mobil after you are leaving Simunjan heading to Samarahan. The only choice is to refill your tank from Simunjan with full tank or vice versa. Otherwise you will know what is the consequences..hehe..

Before I leave the Shell after refill the fuel, I was worried because of the weather is not good. It was rain. but not the heavy one, just the small small one..haha, then I have decided to proceed my journey. Thanks God there was NO heavy rain during my journey.

I don't like the moment I have reached Sungai Buloh ferry, it was all about people who are not educated as well as people who are educated. My right and my left side fill with people who smokes even though there was a sign board telling that area is prohibited to smoking. I can't get any fresh air since everybody in the ferry was smoking EXCEPT for me..hik hik...I and decided to stand rite at the edge of the ferry just to avoid the smoke them. I felt uncomfortable breathing with the pollutant produce by them and it caused me headache.

About half an hour alter, I have reached Samarahan's ferry, but unluckily the ferry was not operated. It was a gamble to me when I decided to use the perauk tambang to across the river. Only God knows how I felt crossing that river using that small sampan..huhu..I told myself just relax and never think sumting bad..ALhamdulillah, I safely arrived without facing any difficulties. again thanks God!

I reached my home at about 10 am. relax for a while before going to work. I thumb in at about 11 am, and at 11.45 I have a lunch-time seminar at Sarjana Room. The topic was on Non destructive testing to measure the elasticity of 5 selected woods presented by my former physics lecturer, Madam Liew Yit Lian and also the survey on Electronic Medical Report (EMR) in private clinic in Kuching presented by information management lecturer which I can't remember her name. The first paper was interesting for me, but the second one is just a survey on how many percent private clinics in Kuching using the EMR. Me myself usually a little bit skeptical about the social research. Sometimes their research is very easy and perhaps NONSENSE. Sorry if it's a little bit rude but that is the reality. I don't blame those who did the research on social research. but then again, please do some social research that give significant impact to the society.

After the lunch-time seminar, I got my Entomology class at 2.00 pm, today's topic was on the internal system of an insect. from topic on the tracheal system up until the reproductive system of insect. During the last topic, which is the reproductive system, my students keep on smiling to each other, and I told them to free their mind from any 18 sx scene! haha...this is entomology! not sex education courses. haha..btw, the class ended early which is at 3.50 pm. I went to my office (actually not my office, my twin sharing office with Puan Hasmah, I didn't have any room yet here in Samarahan, but never mind I still having a place to put my lecture notes and etc. ) I have completed typing the lab manual 3 and 4 for tomorrow morning. After completed the lab manual and printed it out at printing room about 10 copies, I went to Jublee Lounge to thumb out. Before I open the door of Jublee Lounge, I saw one of my student which is Raihan. I asked him where he go, and he told me that he was from the toilet.and I asked him again whether he got a class or not, and he told me they got five minutes break for AGR353-Agricultural Economics which is Encik ARAS class. sudddently I remember about Miss Norizan's wedding card, and pass it to Raihan and I told him to give it to Encik ARAS and he asked me, who's card is that, and I told him that's my wedding invitation card! LOL! he just answered me "Bena Sir tok kah?" and I told him, Ya! it's true, No joke! haha..then after that one of my favourite student, sapik sending sms to me. His sms was " Tahniah..selamat pengantin baru..semoga bahagia ke anak cucu.." and I repply his sms with "Makseh.. :p". haha..then he reply again "Bila tek sir?" haha..this student makes me smile..after that I didn't reply his sms...I guess they already started to spread the fake news among themselves..haiya! my students always poret all the ttimme...haha..

I thumb out at about 5.08 pm. After I arrived at my home, I replace my work shirt because I want to jogging at tasik desa ilmu....

p/s: no picture on this post..later I will put some photos....

Salam Maulidul Rasul, 1432H!

Hello guys! Long time no see rite? haha..I'm quite busy lately... First of all I want to wish you guys "Happy Maulidul Rasul 1432H". I got to tell you so many thing while my blog is not being updated. Where sud we start? I think we start it with the story of last year ok? much better, so dat you can follow my story from the beginning (ada ke yg baca my blog? Wakkaka)

Actually I wanted to update my before last (2010) year ends. The purpose is just to have the summary on what had happened on 2010. Overall, 2010 was AWESOME year! I hope that, this year ahead will be much better than last year.

(2010 was a GREAT year for me, what about you?)

If you guys already follow my blog, I wrote two posts on my wish for 2010. One simple word can best describes my wish, "SUCCEED!". In terms of gadget which I want to buy so bad, I bought it already (My DSLR Canon EOS 550D and My DELL Blue Lappy,). with these two lovely gadget, I can do my work much better than before. (yalahkan, before ni kan I guna laptop UiTM tu, ke hulu ke hilir bawak laptop UiTM tu, kang jadi isu, before jadi isu better I get mine..hehe). I had given special name to my lappy, which is "Lappy Blue". Unfortunately, my "Lappy Blue" is sleeping rite now because I just keep it tightly in my locker. It is because I got my new ACER Solid Black Netbook (which I have used now, typing my blog..haha). so now I got both, Laptop and Netbook. Actually I prefer using my "Lappy Blue", because the keyboard is so nice and big, compare to diz Netbook. Ala, u noe lah, netbook got so small keyboad space compare to laptop. Its advantage is just the weight. Of course my ACER netbook lighter than my DELL laptop plus it is more convinience since I can bring my netbook anywhere and anytime without burden my back bone. haha. and also require less space in my bag. Done with my lappy and my netbook.

(my Lovely Lappy Blue, the one amoi wearing blue shirt behind there was amoi yg kerja kt kedai tu..haha )

(my Lovely Acer Aspire one 522)

Owh ya, forget to tell you about my new BlackBerry..hehe..My BB actually never across in my mind...don't know why I bought it..perhaps becoz friend of mine also got it..my best friend, Husnul aka arewak...she got a blackbery, from her lah I have intention to buy BlackBerry someday..I just bough it last year, few days before raya! haha..(nak ngesow tepon baru dgn geng tek nak..wakakka) ... it is such a good owing the BB because we can keep on updating our status in our FB everywhere, anywhere and anytime...hehe..so what BERRY are you? mine is NOOB Berry because I already converted my Digi easy prepaid to NOOB Berry postpaid plan YESTERDAY, yes it was YESTERDAY! hahah...

(my BOLD 2 BlackBerry, he didn't get any nick name yet, any idea? haha)

What about my Canon EOS550D?, I love it so much! From my childhood, I wish I can get my own DSLR (before diz I don't know exactly what is DSLR all about, I just wanted to buy the camera with interchangeable lens. haha), my compact digital camera which is KODAK, I just "lego" it to my elder brother (NaTwO)..he deserved it, coz he is so kind to me. He always help me, he never question me or "berkira" to me.. I think I already gave him so many gadget! During my study at shah Alam, I have found samsung flip hand phone at the road side, and that hand phone also I had "lego" to him..that hand phone still new you noe..haha...Ok, back to my EOs550D, up until today, I don't have any idea to give the nick name for him (consider my EOS is male, rite..haha). any good idea guys? Perhaps, SNAPPY? Haha..I just think about it just now..haha...SNAPPY? is it ok for you guys? My Lovely Snappy Canon EOS550d was awesome DSLR I ever had. (macam lah I got so many DSLR kan, haha...). I took more than 10,000 pictures using my Snappy, (according to the shutter count lah)..Just to tell you the truth, I am just an ordinary photographer, not the professional one. It’s all about my passion in photography. I like to take photo and I like somebody take my photo as well. :-).

(with my Snappy (50 mm lens)

I have learnt using my Snappy with trial and error and I never attend any courses related with photography. Just learnt it by myself and also some advice from my friends as well as my student (Opkoz Sapik! Coz he got the same hobby as me, and both of us got Canon EOS DSLR) For the past few months, I think, I already mastered each function in my Snappy, (Shutter Speed, ISO, White Balance, Colour, Metering and etc.) My first photographer club I had join was 10D Photoshooter. But, I didn’t fill up the application form yet and I didn’t submit the form. Hehe..it is becoz I think it is not worth at all for me to join the club since I’m no longer in Mukah. Such a waste kan? Currently, i got my Simunjan Canonian Brothers, (SCB) which consist of me, L-Fizan Paukan and my former cikgu mat, Cikgu Ramfaudzan. Three of us actively involved in outing together to take some photos. It is not yet register to be a photographer club, but soon we will think about it seriously. Haha..perhaps, when we got many people here in Simunjan having their own Canon EOS DSLR. (STRICTLY ONLY FOR THOSE OWING CANON EOS DSLR K!, hahha) I got another TWO accessories for my Snappy which I haven’t buy it yet which is the BATTERY GRIP and TAMRON 18-270 MM LENS. I want that lens so bad! Currently I can’t afford to buy it because of the price. I have to settle down my credit card outstanding balance first before I can buy this awesome lens. After I got these two accessories, then I will stop buying any accessory for my Snappy UNLESS it is necessary. Hehe

(The BEST photo I ever took with my SNAPPY during outing with Simunjan's Geng, Bravo!!!)

(Tamron 18-270 mm lens, don't look at the body of camera, It is not my camera, just look at the lens, hehe)

(The Battery Grip for my Snappy)

What else? lose weight? Dats interesting men! haha, I just lose 7 kg! My weight on November 2010 was 73 kg! OMG! Dats so CRAZY u noe...haha..and I thanks god, becoz I managed to reduce my weight up to 66++ kg NOW! Sceptical about it? CURIOUS? HOW? thanks to this awesome product, "SLIM Diet II". It just happened coincidently! Friend of mine has been tagged in one photo showing the information regarding with this product. This product is all about soya milk. When I read the information on the picture, it attracted me to buy the product. And the price also affordable. just RM108 per tin that time. I bought two tins of Sd II, just to try the product. So I just follow their procedure how to buy it tru online. For your information, it was my first time I bought any product tru online. and I was so sceptical about it at the first place. The transaction was based on the trustfulness of buyer and seller. I waited about three days before I got my SD II. Because of SD II, now I know the key of how to lose weight for those people who are OVERWEIGHT outside there..hahhaa.. It's all about the protein and carbs. Ala, you guys search lah information regarding with SD II in google lah..penat nak taip story tu here. I got so many things to tell you guys for the past few months. I wish I can reduce my weight up to 60 kg soon...hehe..(don’t marah honey..haha) So, done with my diet ok..Later we story again lah ya about my diet..haha..

(my dietary plan: Eat Less carbohydrate or TOTALLY eliminate it from your diet AND replace it with highly protein meals)

Next story please! Haha..perhaps getting a new car? Ala...dis one I am still in dilemma. Buy or just forget about it...I have to think about it deeply before I decide to buy any car because this September 2011 I will be pursuing my master at UKM. I have been working in UiTM Mukah for almost two years. During that time, I don’t bother to buy any car since I think there is NO USE for me to have my own car. My BLUE Modennas Kriss is just enough for me. It is because, my home and UiTM’s campus is too near. It took me just few minutes perhaps only 3 minutes to reach my office. The idea on buying of new car was mingle around again in my head when I have been transferred here in UiTM Samarahan. (I will post about this special story next time k..hehe)...Here, I think I NEED a car, whether it is a new car or the second hand one. I went to many used car shop at Third mile and Batu Kawa just hunting for KELISA. I love KELISA so much! Since it is cute and also looks classic. (macam kereta mr bean kan? Haha) I got very nice KELISA which is silver in colour at one used car shop located at batu kawa. I brought my brother in law (he was a mechanic in DBKS before, so I need an advice from the expert first rite before buying any used car..hehe..) to check the KELISA and according to him, the car is still in good condition both interior (the engine parts) and exterior (the body parts). The tokey already assigned the loan to me, and it was approved by Ambank. Now it just up to me whether I want to proceed or not. You noe wat, the apek is desperately call and sms me to come and see him and sign the documents. Haha..my friend told me to MAIN tarik tali with him, so dat he can reduce the price of the KELISA. I will think about it later and I will reconsider his offer IF he can give me RM20, 600 without any addition cost.

(my KELISA ii WAITING..hehe..just sign the bank agreement and I this KELISA is mine! haha)

(Toyata VIOS vs Honda CITY, which one you prefer? hoho)

My original plan is, I will complete my master first, then after that I will buy my new car. My dreams car is The Blue Honda City, but when I think about it again, better I go for Toyota Vios. Such a waste you know, if you an ordinary people wasting your money and you spend about few thousand ringgit for a month just for your car. Friend of mine, Miss Farieny told me to invest more on properties rather than owing any luxury car (consider luxury car lah kan..don’t talk about BMV or Mercedes here..haha). Personally, I have to agree to her. Because the value of our car definitely will depreciate but inversely, if you invest your money in properties, the value of it certainly would increase over period of time. The probability of me to buy any car for the next few months is 50%. It is an opportunity cost for me since I am not rich enough at this moment..haha..later when I get my master and subsequently my PhD, haaaa, dat time lah I can buy any car I want..wahhh, statement..haha..so just wait for upcoming post lah ekk about my “new car”..haha..done with the story of my new car...

(I have posted this picture in my FB, as you can see this owner of so called bungalow. they only got national cars both from Proton and Perodua; Kembara and Waja, does he did a wise decision? I think so...)

So next story is all about my master. The progress in NO PROGRESS at all! No joke guys, becoz I haven’t register yet for my master. Actually I need to register on this July 2011, but because the ministry had changed the academic session for upcoming semester, my master pun tertangguh juga lah jadinya...sob sob...I just got an approval letter from “Centre for Graduate Management” UKM stated that my registration is on September 2011.

(Here is the letter, so relief..so next step is what? haha)

So relief, because I waited so long to get the letter from UKM. That letter is very important for me since it affect my Young Lecturer Scheme (TPM) scholarship. For your information, the validity of my scholarship is on 30^th June 2011. I need to register and pursuing my master on July 2011. If I didn’t submit all documents required by JpBSM UiTM Shah Alam before 30^th June 2011, the scholarship will be forfeited. Huk huk. To prevent the scholarship from being forfeited, I have to apply to JpBSM UiTM Shah Alam to lengthen the validity of the scholarship on September 2011 instead of 30^th June 2011 so dat it is in line with my duration of study and upcoming academic session. So diz week, I will a bit busy settle down my scholarship validity date ya..After I got an approval letter from JpBSM stated that I can pursue my master on September, THEN I can breathe easily. Selagi prosess tu tak settle-settle selagu tu lah pening kepala dibuatnyer..haha..after that, this March I will sit for IELTS (International English Language Test System) and I must get at least 5.5 band. It is part of my scholarship’s terms and conditions. My target is to get at least band 6 and 7. (now you realised why I speaking London here..hahha)

(There are two modules for IELTS, Academic and General Module, I will sit for academic module which mainly for university entrance...)

What else? Stop smoking? Ala..cita basi! I haven’t smoke any single cigarette for the past one year and two months..haha...Just full stop! No turning back...ok dats all for today! I want to jogging afterwards and definitely will get 6 pax on my body! hahahah